January 2011
20 posts
You’re slow to letting me go..
I need to have patience to have my thoughts flow, my mind concentrating on a topic that leads to another, and on a specific feel that would be constant against me. The more I want to write out what’s on my mind, the less it comes out to be..
Everything happens for a reason, so what’s the reason for it to happen?
No Lust.
“I can’t rely on men. It’s not that I don’t love them, not...”
– Nancy Botwin, Weeds
What’s the constant chest pain feeling for? I am obviously upset about something, and I tend to push people away.. Give me time to accept how I am dealing with certain things. Regardless, I’ll be fine.
H. O. P. E.
I told myself I’m not going to put myself through repetitive mishaps that had happened. It happened again, and do I blame myself? Of course I do. Why am I so ignorant to let another man in my life after what he’s done? He did the same shit ol’ dude from TX did. I hate the feeling of neglect, and receiving lines as if I was cared for, or missed. Yeah, BS. If you missed me or...
I’ve learned to accept many things. Biggest accomplishment so far.. Made many mistakes back in ‘10, and now things come back in ‘11 to show me that it’s still around. I’ve joined Miss Ao Dai, his ex did too.. I went to Vietnamese Idol to be a contestant, she went there and hung out with people too. Seeing her at practice doesn’t make things any better when I...
kaylebleechan asked: Yo, it as to be quick and on the fly. Mental exchange and vibing- is the most honest way of collaborating, versus waiting on writings- gotta find a better way of communication. Topic wise- shit something will conjure
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me.mp3
I got this song on lock, no lie. My mind’s been bumpin’ correctly with Music Soulchild. Certain songs be getting me in vibes that keeps my mind flowing! ..something like an inspiration where I just love to constantly listen to it over and over again, those are the beats & lyrics I’m falling for -certainly ones where they fail to make me feel foolish, dumb, and uneasy-hearted; realization state...
kaylebleechan asked: Aite aite. Then *rubs hands - here's a roundabout of mind stimulation and challenge per say- which is actually PER say. Hmm maybe a collaborative engagement of exchanges- just a warning i don't sugarcoat and quite blunt- you down Diana-
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Bees.. without the birds.
Birds are free to fly wherever they like, but bees are enslaved to a single queen their entire life, and their whole life is dedicated to keeping her alive. Bees pollinate flowers, birds spread the seed, men impregnate eggs, women give birth.
Sex is key for survival of both.
The extinction of our existence can be closer than some. Bee’s.. without the birds is like Kim Kardashian without...
kaylebleechan asked: hrm, interesting posts. written ones, curiosity siting (archive browsing)
I lost my sincereness to write what’s on my mind. I lost what it felt like to be true to myself and express how I feel.. It’s because I haven’t paid any attention to how I feel and what I’m feeling. I’m enjoying everyday and intaking as much as I can. No drugs necessary, nor the consumption of alcohol -I am definitely fine without it; lovin’ every second of it....
All I want is you.
- PS3 & Black Ops
- Crossbody Bag
- Camera
- New Phone
..after Miss Ao Dai Pageant, Vietnamese Idol, and putting long hours into work, I definitely need to treat myself to get what I want. For this month, I chose these 3 things and these things aren’t a necessity, but I still would like it. I feel like after I do well and succeed my goals, I deserve something for pushing myself....
"Mentally, my energy is like a figure 8.. on the...
Sleeping schedule is officially ruined.