December 2010
17 posts
Feeling excluded and wanting to be on my own is what I’ve doing. I can stay at home back in Minnesota, enjoy my own company and still have a grand time. Sit around, lay around and doing the same things I’ve been doing in Minnesota doesn’t seem to make a difference, so what’s the point of even being here in Nebraska? But consistently told by step family members, apparently I...
The one who is good in taking care of other people...
I got that part down - stop going out. Now to take my lazy ass up and stop procrastination is another thing.. Damn. I’m slippin’ and semester’s almost over. I need to start focusing more.. can’t let these people tell me what I should or could do. And as I’m telling myself this, it gets harder and harder. This is where I can truly say, FML.
It’s hard to define your own meaning of the statement, “I miss you”. After all the mistakes, the heartaches, the bickering, the fights, the breakup, everything just seems to be better left unsaid. Intolerable actions that’s been done — no explanation needed because it had been shown. Like the significant other can’t bear the pain enough, you just want to be honest and add on to their already...
I have lots of clothes, and I cannot find a reason to NOT get more. It’s unbelievably an eager to shop when you work at the mall. All the sales and secret insights you get on clothes or discounts, really though.. How can you not? I feel a withdrawal of my clothes because I haven’t done my laundry for the past two weeks. Not quite disgusting when you have a lot of clothes to wear,...
Done woke up on the wrong side of bed.. Not even wanting to get up and start my busy day with major tests that I’ve been studying for, along with work that needs to be done before I can even do anything. I feel this dearth beyond my days as time goes by.. If only I can stop time for just a brief moment to breath a steady beat with excitement running through my veins, as if I was being...
It’s been a month since she had talked to him. She no longer feel what she had once felt. He asked for space, she gave it to him as much as she didn’t want to..not only space, but kept the distance twice as far. Now she doesn’t even care about him. Conversing here and there through missed phone calls and those beating-around-the-bush messages, phone-tag is irrelevant ‘cause...
Your time is too valuable to waste it chasing...
"Though I'm not gonna lie, I was extremely...
In study hall listening to 2 Way Street by Slick Rick on Pandora. Oddly enough, as I was stretching, at a certain part in this song.. There was a girl moaning, and while I was intensively listening I was stretching. Thought to myself, “did I just moan while stretching?” ..really though, ol’ girl that was moaning on the track stopped moaning when I stopped stretching and started...